Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Picking up the Pieces

"If one Dream should fall & break into a thousand pieces,
never be afraid to pick one of those pieces up and begin again." 
~Flavia~

Created using:
DesignsEverAfter_LeafyFae
FinecraftedDesigns_BlownAway
HolliewoodStudios_LoveStory
HolliewoodStudios_Love&War
SkeletalMass_Texture
ChristyVanderwall_Scripts_SupplyTracker
ChristyVanderwall_Scripts_Copy&Close
Font: Scriptina

This is me, picking up a piece and beginning again - today & where I'm at.


Hi, My name is Patty Anne Henderson. My life has ... is ... well, in bits & pieces. 
Today, I am picking up a piece and beginning again.  
Tomorrow, I'll do it all over again.


Tuesday, January 4, 2011

New Year, New Motivation

Merry New Year!

With the advent of 2011 comes new motivation and direction.

I'm going to kick it off with my project 365 which is another of my goals - to take a picture a day and allow myself to miss a few.  I always build myself up for certain failure by making it too big of a project... not this year. It is what it is.  I hope you enjoy.








Monday, April 12, 2010

A Hole in Texas & Holocaust Rememberance Day


I looked up at my calendar and saw that today is "Holocaust Remembrance Day".
In memorial of the day, I'll share a bit from my travel journal during this past tour.

A Hole in Texas & the Holocaust
(written in my travel journal on March 23, 2010)

Each tour, I spend the most amount of time beforehand planning what camera equipment, what art/journal supplies, what magazines and finally what books to bring along. Every ounce and every square inch counts, so these are no small decisions.The camera, journal & art supplies are more tools to express my voice and capture moments along a tour whereas the books, seem to be a special seasoning to color the landscape, to heighten the scents and flavors, to shed a light on the different cultures and to show the shadows of my own Americanness.

One tour, I brought Ken Follett's "Pillars of the Earth" and "World Without End" which more fully immersed me into what actually went into the building of the amazing cathedrals & castles and why cities are laid out the way they are over here, the church & nobility politics... and so much more of the European Culture.



This tour, I brought along Herman Wouk's "A Hole In Texas". I read his "Winds of War" and "War and Remembrance" while I was an exchange student over here. Mr. Wouk is a master of weaving social history with individual destinies, of taking world events and bringing them down to the human individual level. "A Hole In Texas" is about the Super-Collider, a story very much rooted in Texas as that hole still exists in Waxahachie. This very readable text made the complicated physics behind this tale very approachable and understandable - and it shined a very astute light on the mechanics of American Politics. 


However, today, as I walked around Hamburg, Germany... as I walked through the Memorial at St. Nikolai... the 3rd highest church in Germany burned down in the firestorm of 1943... the remains of which, the shell of which still stand as a memorial, as a reminder to that violence, to that holocaust...
  a statue of an angel reaching to the sky with haunting hands grasping her from below,

a statue of a man with his head in his hands sitting atop actual bricks from one of the camps where more than 50,000 jews lost their lives...

That human drama becomes so much more real, so much more tangible but also so unbelievable at the same time.

...and Mr. Wouk's story about the super-collider is brought full circle. If Hitler had not been that particular madman - had he not driven persecuted jews like Einstein out of Germany... had all those things not come to pass, then Hitler would have had the discovery of the atom and the atom bomb and we would all live in a different world than the one we do today.

I have no more peace about those times in our past, but I do have more of an understanding... their voices are still heard, their voices still reach out from the past, their tales are not lost nor forgotten...

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Giant Snaggletooth Rabbit Child & the new Altered Hearts Zine

Taking my inspiration from the newest Altered Hearts Zine that is now available at ScrapArtist, I tried to PLAY and not overthink this layout. Just PLAY! So without further ado, I present:
Zoey, the Giant Snaggletooth Rabbit Child!
Keep the circus
going inside you.
Keep it going.
Don't take anything
too seriously,
it'll all work out in the end.
-David Niven-

 
Created in PSCS3 using:
Altered Hearts Zine: Volume 2 Issue 2
ScrapArtist SherrieJD's Art Journal Papers
ScrapArtist SherrieJD's Page Strips
ScrapArtist SherrieJD & Tangie's collab "Cirque Joyeaux"
ScrapArtist SherrieJD & Fiddlette's collab "Love of Jane"
ScrapArtist collab Art My Journal (bird paper tear)
Fonts: CK Fraternity
 



Wednesday, February 17, 2010

A new LO and the new "Altered Hearts Zine" is almost here...!

Obviously, my Mom has been much on my mind so I created a layout about my friendship with her. 
Created in PSCS3 using
photo crinkle treatment by Amber Clegg
Font was created using my own handwriting.

And here's an ever so awesome sneak peak at the new Altered Hearts Zine (Vol. 2 Issue 2) that you can have now if you had signed up for Sherrie's newsletter (like I've been preaching) otherwise you have to wait until Thursday to peak inside. 
 
I think this issue should be entitled
"A few of my favorite things!!!"
because that is what it is full of, from

from ***
to ***
to making ***
to favorite ***
to * & *'s "***"
to * (her stuff inspires me regularly)
and especially all the incredible inspirations by the Altered Hearts ladies...

Yep, you'll have to wait for all of THAT if you hadn't heeded my advice before.
 I'll be back Thursday to REALLY get into the HEART of the matter with you.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Polka Dot Plum Blog Train & Happy Birthday to me!!! Wheeeeeee!

Polka Dot Plum has one fun & fantabulous Valentine Blog Train beginning right NOW! I just finished the ride down the tracks and I can't believe all the wonderful goodies waiting for you to grab. (I'm a personal fan of not having to mess with 4shared and all the other download sites. PDP has made this so fast & easy for you - so it's YOUR OWN FAULT if you don't jump on board and grab them for yourselves! Several of the designers have some extra chances to win other goodies too.) And I'm so thrilled that a Tag Book I created with PDP's "My Quirky Valentine" collection is a part of the train. This is a HUGE kit that has so many fresh & vibrant colors - and while it's called a Valentine kit, it is totally versatile. You'll be going back to this kit again and again.
 

Happy Birthday to ME! I'm lucky 44 today!
I'll try to get the pictures downloaded from my camera to prove that we finally received some snow. My pour 7 year old daughter is convinced that this is the first snow ever in Texas. Right now I'm busy downloading all my self-indulgent-birthday-scrap-goodies! Woo Hoo!



Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Blue on Black

Because so much of life has been going awry over the past month or so, I've been thinking a lot about how artists cope and art their way through the hard times. Some days the best I can do is paint blue on black and wait.

While staying with my parents and being completely without my digi-tools and unable to scrap or create, I have become more aware that this is part of my daily therapy, part of my moving meditation.

Recently, the Altered Hearts gang at ScrapArtist posted a challenge with Shadow & Light as the theme. I knew exactly what I wanted to convey ...

Some days are blue on black.
Some days weigh so heavy that
I only see shades of dark.
I want to write myself
out of this mood.
I want to paint my way
to a better day.
But some days are just
Blue on Black.

 Created using SherrieJD's "Nevermore" & "Brown Sugar" Collections
Fonts: Julies Hand & Dark Horse

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Home At Last!

 
Created in PS CS3 using:
mostly ScrapArtist's SherrieJD's "Junque Journal" collab with Tangie Baxter; 
tidbits from Sherrie's "Shew Fly Shew", "BrownSugar", "Alice Quotes", "Marie"; 
Calendar Template by Melissa Renfro.
Home at last! We were able to finally take my Mom home from the hospital on Friday the 5th which, ironically or magically, was National Wear Red Day in honor of Women's Heart Health Month. I stayed with them through Sunday, until I felt sure that she was settled in. Talk about a Sweet Heart of a Month.

Walking into the house was like walking through the time warp - yeaahhhhhhh.... (yes, a Rocky Horror Picture Show reference). I'm trying to get caught up and dying to scrap - the only way I could see doing both was by creating the calendar for the month. This one stars me with my parents - and their little dog too! NOW, I feel a little more sane and a little more organized.

Count your Blessings today.
Your entire life can change in the amount of time it takes to breathe.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Mom is recovering well, Thank you everyone for your prayers & support!

A quad-bypass and 24 hours later and it's a whole new day. Mom looks and sounds great.

It would be easy to dwell on the scary what if's, but the reality is so much better. For as much that went wrong on that day, more went right. God took us all gently by the hands and led us where we needed to be.I am feeling incredibly blessed, thankful and exhausted. Believe me, I have much more to say about the experience... but later with a little sleep behind my eyelids. I spent the first night in ICU with mom but tonight I'm in a hotel room with a whole bed all for me!

I can't thank you all enough for the prayers and positive thoughts that went up on our behalf. I have seen & know the power of our prayer circles. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.  Thank you to my Scrapping SuperLadies, the FG Class of '84 and especially to Bugs, Sam, Tammy & Michelle, It would have been overwhelmingly hard without you. I love you! My parents & I have been completely touched by the outpouring of support, sometimes from unexpected places.

Before I turn in, I do have to send you back off to ViVa Artistry's blog. The anniversary continues, but today they highlight the creative team, including moi! Go have a look at the fantastic ladies that have been so much inspiration and fun and laughs and a few tears too. There are more than a few freebies for you that have been created by a few members of the team. I created a few Nature inspired brag book pages:
Good Night Y'all. 
Count your blessings. 
Your whole life can change in the amount of time it takes to breathe.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Mother's Heart Attack

I received word that my mother had a massive heart attack early this morning. She is lucky that they got her in as fast as they did or she may not have made it to now. She is getting ready to go in for open heart surgery. Please send up prayers and positive thoughts for my mother & her doctors.

I am over 6 hours from her and there are ice storms there. Please keep us in your prayers.
Thank you.